“I know that it will never be easy for the both of us. I know that nothing lasts forever, even if we have already made promises to each other that we would. I know that anything could happen to us now, anything that could drag us down, burn us out, or tear us apart. And I know that we are both scared of the future, because we talk about it a lot, and we also live with the fear that all of these dreams we have for each other would just be dreams, and nothing more. We both know all of these things. This love is never painless, never perfect, and you know it. These are hard times, but I still have my faith, and I am putting all of it in us now. I hope it’s enough to help us see through everything. I hope it’s enough to open your eyes and see that I am still here, still fighting for this. Because I believe in us. I believe in us so much, and I know that you believe, too. At least, I hope you still do.”
“I’m scared of the future, I’m sad over the past, and I don’t want to live in the present.”
— 12:12am




